ripped me apart

So so and so... form 4 schedule is unexpectedly tight. after 3 weeks of form 4, i feel very tired. I don't know why is it so. But then, there are more homework than lower secondary.

I just don't have any idea what to write. I feel very numb and i need toothpicks to support my heavy eyelids. Form 4 life life is kinda hectic. I hope slowly i will adapt to it as it is just the starting of everything.

The Road Run was held today. This year's route changed and became longer. Unfortunately, I did not recover from my stupid flu. However, I ran the first 3km++ and walked and jog then sprinted the last 200m. Got 4 points...

Red House won again this year. woohoo!!! Won for the sixth successive time. Hail rumah merah!!!!

HIGHLIGHTS OF MY 1ST WEEK OF FORM 4

ALAMAK.... F***.... Don't know why the stupid school put me in a class not for me??? Sienz... boring and noisy class.... !@#$%^&*... 3 loudspeakers in my class...

Anyway... many requested to change class for some reasons... for friends... unhappy with the class... for me... both... but at last... can't change... The school reshuffled again... got threw back into the same class...now... luckily got Wenyi and Sheau Sze joining me...

anyhow... life goes on... now my father wants me to apply for mental torture department(MTD) royal military college lar... don't want... but nvm... apply 1st then reject later... just pls my parents only...

gotta suffer in 4 Science 1 then try to get into 5s2 next year... masuk 4s1 kena teased by friends... haiz.... i miss 3L... on and off went back to the class to rewind and refresh my memories of 2009... it was a fun class... all psychos... funny haris, dhaksaan, shah... haris left for other schools... perasan king and queen... SSS and WJY... as long as i feel like going back 2 3L n have a look i wiil go... but then now i damn paiseh to go...